Thursday, June 14, 2012

Too many questions cause a person to doubt - doubt their own "truth". This truth is what they build their entire life on.  In a person's life, if they have not truth to build on, they will be sure to crumble when the first raindrop hits them.

So how do we get to the point where we can actually enjoy the rain and not crumble with each drop of water that hits us?  We start at the beginning....answer those questions.  Eventually we will begin to find our truth and build our life to where we KNEW it was all along - deep down in the recesses of our soul.  But this process is not easy and it is not quick.  It takes time and patience. Because sometimes the answer to one question draws out yet another question.

In my own life, after my world crashed around me two years ago.  I am just now understanding that my life and my truth are still there.  They were just covered by those menacing storm clouds.  So now, I am working on getting those questions answered.  "How does a wife of 23 years become an enemy?"  "How does a man choose to favor his children above the woman he chose to honor and cherish no matter what?"  "How can a child just 'disown' a mother who has given her everything for that child?" 

I may never have the answers to these and so many more questions, but I know that just recognizing them give me the vision to see beyond the questions to actually seek the truth.  The truth for me is this: "I am a woman who has faults and flaws, but is cherished and loved immensely by the One Who created her.  I am worthy of more than what I have been given.  I am capable of changing my world, given a chance and wings.  I can choose to look beyond the hurt and pain I have suffered to a bright an beautiful future."

So, today, I will choose to look beyond the storm clouds of unanswered questions, and dance in the rain of my truth - that I am a beautiful princess....the daughter of the KING!

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